do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity.
Treat yourself the way you treat your favorite characters. Look into your back-story to understand your current plot. Sympathize with yourself. Recognize your flaws, and appreciate your strengths. Defend yourself. Cheer yourself on when you go into battle. Appreciate every relationship you make and always look for hidden potential. You’re the protagonist in your story. You’re the main character. You’re the hero.
How completely alone I am. Had a minor accident at work and had to go to A and E and as I sat there I realised I didn’t have anyone with me or anyone to call. The Doctor was the kindest person I’ve talked to in weeks and he even called me a ‘Tough Cookie’ but I haven’t stopped crying since.